Tuesday, March 27, 2012

The Beauty of Your Majesty



The beauty of Your majesty, displayed for all the world to see.  Is it any wonder we sing...great are You Lord for we adore You, lift up Your name and fall before You.  We stand in awe and sing great are You Lord.  I love this song by Phillips, Craig & Dean.  

It might be a stretch to say that taking your dog out can be breathe taking, but last night I would beg to differ.  It was an unusual night, as I was the last one to bed down.  I couldn't use the usual excuse of "not having my shoes on" and my subtle hints to nudge Jason to take her out for the final time.  So there we were, in the front yard, just Holly and myself.  It was the usual...waiting... while this white fluff ball played in the tons of clovers that have overtaken the yard.  I looked up and there they came, my usual tears.  I was in awe of how beautiful the sky appeared.  The crescent shape and brightness of the moon just stood out to me on this night and the stars were very bright.  The night sky has always been alluring to me.  On this night, it screamed of God's majesty!  Beautiful.. and to think he placed them there for me to gaze upon. 

I couldn't sleep, I was pumped- awaiting a tiny, yet huge miracle to come into this world!  My mind was fixed on the awesomeness of God that loves me more than anything but displays how mighty He is in every way.  All we have to do is look around and He is there! 

On this day, I pray that you will look around and see God smiling on you and thank Him for his majestic miracles!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

My Marathon Memoir

It all started with a suggestion from my friend, Steph.  "Hey Leah, you should train and do the Publix marathon with us in March!" I responded with a quick ..."There's no way."  I remember the few short minutes after this conversation thinking to myself...easy for you to say, you've already done one and then like a ton of bricks.....what is stopping me?  I knew I would stick to the training schedule...my strong willed personality would benefit me in this case.  November 2011 rolled around and I decided to make it one of my goals, I found a training schedule-printed it out and plastered it on the fridge.  I had been running pretty regular and thought...why not?  With very little persuasion, I strung Bonnie, my sister, along for the ride.  I must say the accountability of having a running partner was great and for me it was a necessity.  When we got to the LONG runs, we became a threesome...Steph, Bonnie, and myself.

We ran, ran, and ran some more- clocking lots of much needed miles.  Bonnie had a bad twist of fate when on a 16 miler one Saturday afternoon, she fell and broke her foot.  Devastated, to say the least!  Her attitude was exemplary from day one- yes it was very obvious she was upset about being out of the race, but she held her head high and continued to encourage us both every step of the way.  Did I mention I love her? We will do it TOGETHER next year!
Only thing missing is Bonnie!



Race day has come and gone and here we are.  When asked how was the race?  My first response is either...rough, horrible, hot, very hilly, much worse than what I thought....but always with an added-  yet the best thing ever and I am so glad I did it.  The best of times and the worst of times.  It was very interesting the changes in my mental state.  It makes me laugh every time I think of the different phases.  Jason had my "marathon mix" ready on his ipod...including 2 or 3 sermons to choose from.  I decided to start with music to get me going and save the Word for when I really needed it.

About to head to the starting corral-Court, Lou, Steph, and me.

Phase 1... The temperature was great...at 7 am that is- it felt amazing and so did I. Excitement, butterflies, full of adrenaline and going strong.  We were rockin and rollin maybe at mile 4 or 5 and I saw people losing their breakfast...I was taken aback...thinking- already? This was my first "OMG" moment.  But I was feeling great...didn't stop for water until hydration station at mile 6.  I had to find the balance between good hydration for this soon to be hot and humid day and managing my mouse-like, delivered two babies bladder.  Using the "happy cans" was not in my intentions.  Still in good spirits with my praise and worship music blaring, I passed a homeless man at a street corner and I prayed for him. 

Phase 2...I was pleased with my time at mile 13...it was on target for my usual.  I remember thinking...not bad and giving myself a little pat on the back and a "I can do this...just stay focused".  Several hydration stations later....it was inevitable I was headed for the "happy can".  This was around mile 15 or so and my legs could use a good stretching anyway.  The balancing act over the seat served as a great beginning to stretch the quads.  The good news...there was tissue and an added bonus... hand sanitizer....cha ching:)  Relief and on the road again!  I slung back a couple of sports beans and a glass of luke warm water provided ...good to go! 

Phase 3...The sun had long been out by now and I've got 3 words for ya....HOT....HILLY...HIP PAIN!  I had fully prepared for it to be cool weather and then boom...it is totally summer in March.  Yay us!  I was  warned about the hills in this course but never thought they would start at about mile 18 or 19 and persist until mile 25.  Yay us! My only concern going into the race as far as ailments go was my left knee- I developed some tendonitis about a week before the big day so I took the week prior to the race off.  I wore a knee brace and prayed for the best.  Little did I know I would begin to feel a knife-like, deep pain in my right hip with every step of my right foot.  Forunately, my knee concern was quickly forgotten.  This new pain would stick with me until well after the race was over, like the next day.  I had to walk limp up most of the unending hills.  Unsure if it hurt worse to walk or run I kept going.  I began to take advantage of any type of nutrition that was offered along the way orange slices and ooh yay (so I thought) pretzels, the salt would be good for me.  Well, you know that saltine cracker trick where you shove as many in your mouth and try to eat them with no water?  Yeah, thick and pasty...the woman told me there was water up ahead,  it seemed like a small eternity, however. Growing more and more frustrated, I needed silence.  The earbuds were removed and I contemplated maybe taking advantage of the sermon but decided my attitude was not worthy of God's word right now.  Silence.  Every corner I turned....another hill.  My frustration became anger and holding back tears, well not so well, I stopped.  I prayed for strength and peace in my Spirit.  I told myself out loud..."you are making it worse with all of the negativity" I decided to use all of my energy I was wasting on complaining and being ill and finish the race.  I plowed through the heat, pain, and hills and ran on.  Thank God for the few spray stations that were added at the last minute. 

Phase 4...There is light at the end of this tunnel!  The hills were still coming and the race officials knew it was getting hard for everyone, or so it seemed.  As I was running by, they would say...it's gonna flatten out in about a mile or so, or only 1 or 2 more hills.  I swear if I heard the latter one more time I would have stopped and punched them square in the face.  LOL!  I then saw the infamous mile marker 25 and there it came...a gust of energy out of nowhere.  I finally rounded the corner where the runway to the finish line was located and my emotions got the best of me.  Crying, shaking my head back and forth (for whatever reason?), I spotted Jason, Ms. Elaine, and Wayne (Steph's Mister) on my left and I had arrived!  In utter disbelief, I was numb...hot, sore, and any other descriptive you wish!  I savored one last spray station! (below)


Praise God!
My inspiration!
About to cross!
I met my love on what seemed like a never ending journey after receiving my medal.  I have never been so happy to see his baby blues and dashing dimples;)  First thing...shoes had to come OFF! I hobbled back around and cheered Steph across the finish line.  Remember those 2 young, spry girls in one of the first pics...well they were well rested by the time I finished. 


We did it!!!!!

We all crashed and then celebrated with a huge meal at Fogo de Chao!

GOOD TIMES!  SEE YA NEXT YEAR GEORGIA PUBLIX MARATON (WITH BONNIE IN TOW)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

While You Were Sleeping

I am sure somewhere along the way, you have read or heard about the marathon I am training for.  I can hear it now..."Oh no, not more about running!"  Well, not exactly, but maybe a little. In 5 short days this race will be over.   I have managed to make it through with only minor/not so minor injuries that began with a dog bite several months ago that has now healed.  Well, on my last long run several days ago, I began to feel an ache in my knee that was worse than the usual one that I feel in both knees.  Well, I just ignored it (of course)...well on my next short run...my left knee was screaming at me and I was quickly reminded.  Some Some swelling set in...not much but more than I would like to see at this point in the game.  Very frustrated, I quickly began to baby it in preparation for the race_ in remember...those 5 short days away.  Prednisone (an anti-inflammatory med) became my new friend yesterday as well as the reason for the title of this blog.  One of the side effects of this medicine is that can make you feel wired.  Well, just in case you don't know, I am already one wired up, energetic girl.  Soooo the combo of the two is recipe for disaster.  By bedtime, and after my 3rd "prescribed" dose I could have conquered the world.  I got many things done yesterday, laundry caught up (with the help of my mini me), a clean dog, everyone fed, kitchen cleaned, clothes laid out for tomorrow, ball practice bags and clothes x 2 arranged, a couple of chapters in Numbers and prayer time with my love.  All within 2 hours.  Bedtime came, another tid bit for ya...baby Barbee's are down at 8 on school nights and we bed down at 9.  Yep...9...we are old- go ahead and say it!  All that to tell you that upon me getting in the bed, as opposed to my usual falling in bed from being so tired, II could tell I wasn't going to fall asleep easily.  So WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING...

...I began to hear the usual... snoring, 5-10 minutes tops from hitting his pillow, I snuggle close, lay a hand on him and thank God for my help mate who makes me very proud. 

...I strategize how I will break my marathon into sections, when I will stop and hydrate, how many sports beans I will pop at a time, and most of all I think of me getting emotional when/if I cross the finish line.  No joke I see pics of people crossing the finish lines of races past and I tear up.

...I think of my sweet sister/friend, Bonnie, who was diligently training with me and fell on one of our long runs (almost the end may I add) and broke her foot.  Out, just that quick! She is a trooper, yes she is frustrated but she took it far better than I would have.  I will be running it with her next year, Lord willing!
...I think of how fun this marathon weekend will be to spend with dear friends who know us, really know us and love us all the same.

...I think of the kids ball season starting and the "busy"ness of it all, yet loving every minute of it..it all begins tomorrow (well today, its 4 am by the way)

...I see how God has answered/is answering prayer relating to a couples ministry that Jason and I started praying over a while ago...so excited about this!

..my mind drifts to some patients I have coming in for follow up today and realizing in the last couple of weeks, I truly have seen some sick kids- not just the usual "colds"

I look at the clock and it says 1230 and think to myself I am not going to be any good tomorrow if I don't roll over and get some sleep.  Three hours of my mind racing was enough! The next time I look at the clock it says 358....three and a half hours later.  Let me tell ya- it has been a looooong while since I got so little sleep. So, into my closet I go, kick back in my "papa john chair", as my youngest calls it, and this blog is born.  I leave you with this...Prednisone is a good med and works well but likened to speed  in a presciption bottle...and I did all of this ...WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING:)